How did I end up being so alone?
With one click at the memory game am back at day one.
The late night fun,
Endless exhilarating chit-chat with the hun.
Early morning excited hellos,
And uh how my skin glows
When you draw in close
With your warm inviting arms.
The profusely sweating palms,
Butterfly filled stomach…
Wasn’t what we had worth first class in gold?
To only turn to be so cold.
Left in a trance of whys,
Making my heart want to fly.
The body feels old and jaded
So empty and faded.
My soul so jubilant, felt like it had met its mate
But now helplessly sits there watching as some part of her walks away .
Now it wants to crumble and die. My mind thought it found a home
For its beautiful twisted creativity
Seems I rushed too soon into festivity.
Now all it wants to do is wildly roam.
Do you think this is my fate?
That I find love then it turns out to hate.
Lord, I pray
This pain would be all dead and grey.
And these scars ricocheting rays,
Rays that overthrows the hurt and shame of yesterday.
So am going to have a good cry
To wash out my heart.
I don’t want it apart in tears
For it has so much love to bear and share
And for all I care
Who knows whose heart I might flare
With this love so tender and rare.
Leaving their heart bare
For another soul to love and repair.